Here we go again...another appointment and another round of anxiety and nerves. I caved last week and called to come in and hear baby’s heartbeat. Of course it was perfect. But this week is the official appointment and anatomy ultrasound. I am super excited and we’re thrilled to see it again and find out the gender, but I really want everything to come back healthy. I don’t feel like I’m showing even though everyone says I am, and I just constantly have these fears that something is just going to go wrong. I know it stems from our losses and this baby means so much, not just to us, but everyone around us who has worked through the heartache with us. I have an appointment tomorrow with my regular doctor and an appointment on Wednesday at the hospital for our ultrasound. I’m just so nervous, anxious, excited,...terrified. My husband has been a rock star and has been so confident this whole time that everything is fine, and he’s always been right. I hold on to that with everything I have.

Sorry for the long, all over the place post. Just your regular, hormonal, pregnant lady over here.

As usual, no need to be concerned. Baby had a perfect heart beat and mom is happy and healthy. Anatomy scan was absolutely perfect and we found out we’re having a baby girl!!