I have been feeling really depressed lately. Last time I felt this way I talk to my friends about it instead of my parents because I New they would be pissed at me. My friends told them and they where more mad at me and said they would bring me to the hospital that night. I’m so scared to tell anyone about how I’m feeling. I feel like I constantly can’t control myself. I don’t want to tell anyone cause I’m afraid I’ll either lose them or they will tell my parents. Anyways I feel like I can’t do anything my rooms a mess, my grades are failing, I’m not wanting to be social. Do tonight I got up the courage to talk to my mom. I couldn’t even tell her how I’ve been feeling cause I’m so scared of what she will do. I’m hiding everything inside and I feel like I’m going to explode one day. I don’t know who to talk to anymore and I feel so lonely. Can anyone recommend or give me ideas to help. (I already have a counselor and am getting put on anti depressants but for anxiety) I haven’t talked to my counselor about how sad I’ve been feeling cause I’m afraid she will send me to the hospital. I feel so alone and scared.