I got pregnant last year.. and I’m due in a few weeks.. my partner (at the time) wasn’t to excited. As for me i was sooo happy! I had recently been diagnosed with PCOS n struggled.. i had a previous miscarriage in October of 2017.. any-who he wasted no time telling me that he was not ready for another baby. Keep in mind we had been dating for almost 4 years and he knew that i stopped taking my shot.. still he insisted on unprotected sex. I begged him for some kind of empathy hoping he would have a change of heart.. in September of last year he took my best friend 600$ for me to get an abortion.. n tbh i scheduled the apt n made it there.. but as i lay on the ultrasound bed i couldn’t do it.. i was further along then i expected. He texted me a few days later ranting about how I’m such a liar n demanded his money back... should i give it back? I recently found out that he is dating someone he told me i never had to worry about. It’s been 5 months n i haven’t spoken to him since... no check ups on me n baby.. nothing! My heart tells me to give it back only because I’m a punk n feel bad about it.. i hate him so much smh i kept the money inside of my closet hidden.. help me please