Have you ever screwed up so much that literally all you can do is cry?? That’s me right now.

Currently laying in bed crying because I feel like such a failure as a mother and a wife right now. Last year I quit my job and started working for myself as a cleaner. I hired three girls after a month, two quit before they even got a schedule and the other is still with me, now my associate. Within two months of starting we got a call from a big beach realty company where we live and that weekend had our first house with them that started us as their deep cleaners. I’m new to this business owning thing and never thought to add tax to the invoices I sent. Fast forward to now.. my husband and I and our son just moved into a three bedroom place after spending over a year cramped in a little two bedroom trailer (less than 800sqft) and we love it. Now that we’ve unpacked more and decorated etc we could be facing losing our home already simply because I misread our new lease. My husband is the only income in our household right now as I’ve had no work since September when the off season started, we’ve been in our new house for almost a month and thought the rent was due on the 8th (his payday) only for me to go over the lease tonight and see it’s actually due on the first and thanks to double bills, deposit payment and rent, gas, groceries, phones, our sons needs etc we are about $800 short with only two full days to come up with it. I’ve already had a horrible day since my favorite uncle died this afternoon and now this. My husband and son are peacefully sleeping and I’m just laying in bed crying and feeling like a complete failure to my family. Thanks to me not adding tax last year I owe over $4,000 by April 15th to the lovely IRS which we have no choice but to take out of my husbands return to avoid penalties which is so beyond unfair to him. Our car is having problems and now because of my mistake about when rent is due we can’t even take care of that. My mom and brothers are separated and homeless and I can’t even help them. I just feel like a total failure...