Let me tell you a little bit of a back story before I get to the point.... So my husband and I have been best friends since like the day we met! When we decided to become a thing, he told me that his mom would be angry and she would cut him out of her life. I honestly didn’t believe him. I kept trying to tell him “yeah I understand your mom May get upset but she’ll get over it, I’m sure.” I mean he is an only child, how could she do that? I also told him I would understand if we should just be friends. He wanted to keep our relationship a secret. That only lasted for month until his mother caught on. He was right. The first time I met my mother in law, she told my husband (boyfriend at that time) to never speak to her again. That was 2 and a half years ago. She is a Jehovahs Witness and my husband was a baptized Jehovah’s Witness. He is a baptized sinner and that is a big no no. He had sex before marriage so she will never speak to him again. I reached out to her when we got married, she said “congrats.” She did not seem to care at all. Why am I even trying right? Today, I told her I am pregnant. She replied with “I don’t know what to tell you.” That’s it. I didn’t know what to say after that. She was pretty mad. I feel guilty and angry all at the same time. I can’t get over it. I’m angry for my husband and my baby. I feel guilty because this all happened because of me. My husband doesn’t even seem to care either. He said he already accepted what was going to happen before it happened so he’s okay with it. I honestly wish I had in laws that wanted to be decent and half way involved with our life’s. Not only that, I have no desire to read the Bible anymore. I used to be involved in church and I started reading the Bible regularly but I just can’t bring myself to even touch a Bible anymore. It’s been 2 and a half years and I still haven’t gotten over it. I try to pray sometimes but I don’t ever feel like my prayers are heard.