👸🏻👩🏻👧🏻🤰🏻 as of yesterday it’s 👸🏻👩🏻👧🏻🌈 I went in on Feb 22 for some bleeding, my baby was still there with a heartbeat of 162 bpm, went back for a follow up on Feb 27 and there was no heartbeat 💔 I had a D&C yesterday 💔 the hardest thing I have ever been through!! 😭 just knowing that I saw my babies heartbeat twice and then it’s gone! My doc says it’s due to my age, I’m 37 years old!! I don’t now if I wanna try again because it was very traumatizing for me! But every time I read my bible, it keeps telling me that I will bare a son!!! Jesus help me 💔😭💔😭💔

P.S I am so thankful for my 3 babies God has given me already!! They’re beautiful and are always with me and always have my back!!! They’re now 16,14,12!! I just wanted to really try for a Boy before I’m 40!! I had an iud for 11 years!! After a lot of meditating and praying and reading my bible (which kept getting me to read the bare a son versus) I really thought I had a chance!! I know God has better plans for me and my family, right now I’m so hurt, heartbroken!! I don’t wish a miscarriage upon anybody!!

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