I miss my ex😫

I miss my ex😫 I literally can’t stop thinking about him. I’ve been single from almost 2 months and I still feel like he’s the one for me. I’ve talked to other people, been on dates, I had sex with someone and there’s still nothing that can get my mind off him. I feel like I need a chance to redeem myself. We broke up because I have anger issues and don’t know how to control my emotions but outside of my family he was the closest person to me. We did have some bad moments but I definitely feel like the good outweighs the bad 💓 he was so content with making me happy and making sure I was always ok. I feel like he put voodoo on me or something. I had completely fell back I stopped checking his social media and everything and then days later the feelings were back. I even texted him and told him I still love him. I wanna be mad and hate him so bad but I love him too much I always feel like it’s bad timing for us❌ help plz