Give me advice

Amanda

Soo me and my wife have been talking about ttc for about over a year now. We have never actually started anything until 4 months ago when I thought about it again and I decided it was something that I really wanted and my wife seemed happy about it so I decided to do my research, start taking my prenatal stuff and all that good stuff. Now she basically feels like she doesn’t want a child. She practically raised her sisters kid when she was first born so I know that’s part of it.. my wife says she wants a child with me but she doesn’t act like it she doesn’t want to peruse it and it’s hurting me. I asked about later in life maybe a few months or year and she just hesitated and says maybe. But she’s always telling her sister to have another one cause her child is soo great and hearing that makes me feel hurt but I try not to be because that is her family. What do I do??