I feel as if I am learning to love myself but

I still put myself down so much because I feel like I am stupid .. I was in a bad relationship I was abused emotionally, physically and mentally and now I look at everyone and everything different

I feel like everyone is out to hurt me and I dont like it , I just want to be happy and love myself fully again , how can I do that.

Any tips advice. I really want to fully love myself and be happy