Tired of being lonely

marii • Fl , 23

I have no one to talk to. Im not looking for sympathy or pitty but im just tired of being alone. I try to make friends but everyone ignores me even my cousins when i try to text they leave me on read. Everyone leaves me on read. I literally talk to no one i can disconnect my phone and it’ll make no difference since the only people that call me is scam likely. Im 19 i never experienced the teenage life like going out with friends and going to parties im always home since i have no friends. I must admit i am a shy and quiet person but I’ve tried making friends and they all just ignore me. I’m not a mean person. Im not messy. I don’t drink nor smoke like im a chill person. I guess you have to be pretty in this generation to have friends. Only person i used to talk to was my ex when we were together but now that we are broke up i still don’t have anyone