I’ll never get to go to any dance or prom 😭😭😭😭

Okay I’m 13 and I’ve never been to a dance and for 2 years now I’ve been home schooled because me mom hates the public schools in the area I live. And I just realized I’ll never get to go to prom I’m in 7th grade then I have one year st the homeschool I am now but in 9th grade I’m going to be in penn foster until I graduate (in penn foster you do the schooling when you want) and I’m going to have a side job then finish schooling when I’m like 26 and I’m never going to get a prom!!!! I’ve never had a boyfriend and never will because I’m over weight and not that pretty. But like I don’t have friends?!!!!!! I’m so sad with my life I talked with my mom about how I’m depressed with my school and she doesn’t care she wants what’s best for my education when I know why she’s doing this.... she went to collage and didn’t pay her student loans and she’s suffering from them so if I am really smart she won’t have to pay for my collage because I’ll get a scholarship!!!