Smh my friend

My friend of 18 years has a 5 year old son: I’ve basically been keeping this kid every weekend and any night during the week my friend works since the kid was 1. She enjoys going out and partying sometimes even when she’s not working I have him a lot and the dad lost custody because he loved meth more.

Last November she found out she was pregnant. Didn’t know who the dad was could’ve been 2 guys. She lost the baby and went on bc.

So this weekend she tells me she thinks she’s pregnant again bcause she hasn’t been taking her bc she said it gave her nightmares??

Like really I’m trying so fucking hard to have a baby ughh yal I just had to vent .