Jealousy

I honestly need to get this off my chest., I feel like such a horrid friend because of this. My friend and I got pregnant together in November 2017, I ended up continuing my pregnancy while she lost hers at 6 weeks. Now my son is 6 months old and she announced she’s pregnant again, I can’t help but feel so jealous of her but so happy for her at the same time. I miss being pregnant, I miss all the new wonders and the ultrasounds, I miss giving birth, and I miss have a brand new baby. I love my son so much but I feels like time flew with him and I just want to relive it all again. My husband and I don’t plan to try again until our son is 3 and I just feel so ready for it all again and so excited.