SO STRESSED

I’m in grade 8, my last year of elementary school and it’s the WORSE year of my life. I started getting anxiety and depression at the beginning of December and ever since then, school work is so difficult! I cannot focus, and my report card is coming out this month! I’m going to drop a bit in grades and I used to be one of the best!!! My teachers expect so much of me and when they tell me to get work done, it only makes me want to cry. I get so miserable and depressed at school I wish I could just stay at home forever. My class is really rude to subs and our principle got mad at us and said he’d be handing out suspensions if kids weren’t doing their work. What do you think’s gonna happen to me?? I take anti depressant pills and I don’t even think they’re working. The only people I like in school is my school counsellor and one other friend. That’s it. I hate all the other teachers because they get mad at my grind and I when we aren’t able to focus. My friend and I both have anxiety and depression so we’re able to relate a little more. I have an assignment due tomorrow and I BARELY got any sleep last night because there was something I wanted to tell my school counsellor and I figure out shes gone on vacation for the week. I’m so tired and I don’t think I’ll be able to get my assignment done and I’ll probably get suspended and my parents will be mad. WHAT THE HELL DO I DO????