My husband and I have been TTC for 8 cycles now with no luck whatsoever, not even a false positive. My cousin is the same age as myself (31) and has 4 kids already that she has nothing to do with. Come to find out she is 5 months pregnant again currently, nobody knows who the father is, and worst of all... she has been using drugs every day. Hard drugs like meth, pills, and coke. I just don't understand how God can grace her with so many precious children to be neglected and forgotten about by their own mother but those of us trying and trying, wishing to cherish a baby of our own, are continuously unsuccessful.

Sorry for sounding so jealous and sour but that's just how I'm feeling.

Baby dust to those trying to conceive. ♡