He wants kids I don’t

It’s hurts so bad how my husband wants kids and I’m pregnant and he wants to force me to have something I don’t want to have I’m more depressed each and each day I just want an abortion to not have this problem I’m just to late into my pregnancy I’m 5 months in a half and late abortions cost a lot and most don’t except insurance there is financial support they said but I just want to get out of this problem I wanted it to be only us two to be happy and go out and travel have the house free for our selves.