Okay so I had an abortion because I really couldn’t have any more kids for now. I have 2 under 2 my kids are 15 months apart. I thought I wouldn’t get pregnant as I had infertility issues in the past.. I was so damn naive!! With both of my kids I was taking drugs to get pregnant because whenever I didn’t I never got pregnant! So this happened now and I had to get it done because life would have been just worst with another baby but I’m so upset I had to do it and is it wierd to be sad for the baby 😢 even though I done it but I COULDN’T have a baby. I would be in a rubbish place, this isn’t a first baby, I already have 2 and I have many reasons why I could t have another. Even though I’m kind of sad like I want it to know I still loved it and I still appreciate God 🤧 for the baby but it was the absolute wrong time and now I’m so emotional but can I love it even though I had an abortion?