I'm dealing with postpartum depression. My baby is 7 weeks old and we are staying at my parent's house, I know I need to be here but I miss my boyfriend so much! I see him for one night during the week and then baby and I go home on the weekend but it's really hard but I just can't deal with being home alone with the baby, it's not the baby though, it's the loneliness that makes my depression worse! I feel guilty keeping the baby here and not at home so my boyfriend can spend time with him, too. No matter what I do I feel guilty and so sad. I have had depression pretty much my whole life but this feels different and involves feeling a lot more guilty. :(