i’m so worried

i’m dating my boyfriend and i love him so much but i’m starting to have feelings for this girl and i don’t know who i want and i love both of them and i just want to make them both happy and i’m so scared of making the wrong decision and never being able to go back i’m so scared and so sad i just want to have one person to love and i just feel so alone i can’t talk to anyone about this because all of my friends are either really close to my boyfriend or really close to the girl ...