Hey ladies, so I’m struggling.

I am a plus size momma with 1 baby, she is 10 months old. I REALLY REALLY REALLY need to lose weight (I’m obese;I’m 5’4 270lbs). But for some reason I just don’t care enough to stick to a diet and I just don’t know why?

I feel as though I’m being selfish. If I don’t care about my own health, appearance, self confidence, etc. how am I supposed to take care of my daughter and future kids? Because if I don’t take back control I’m not going to be around as long to take care of my kids and be there for them due to my own possible health issues.

I just don’t understand why I don’t care enough to take care of myself?

Anyone else feeling the same way or in the same situation?