Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I never had kids. I wonder how much money I’d save, how much time I would have, and how I could do WHATEVER I want. I’d have time to love myself better and spend more time with my grandparents. I could travel the world and sight see and meet new people and help give to causes whenever I decided to, and KEEP MY YOUTH! Not to include baby songs, I have to censor EVERYTHING and I’m so tired of baby songs too 🤦‍♀️. I just wonder some times. But don’t get it wrong I would never wish death upon anyone ESPECIALLY My babies. I love them to bits! I just wonder what it would have been like if I waited a little longer to have them ya know?

But now I’ll never know. 🤷‍♀️