Now that I’ve FINALLY done what everyone including myself has been saying to do for the last 2.5/3 years ... (LEAVING) I’m all alone. To leave a person that wasn’t “right” all the time but I didn’t feel alone to having nobody is completely horrible. Family and friends always say they will be there no matter what but o just don’t feel that’s true. Sitting completely alone watching Netflix and cooking as if there’s a thousand people around to keep busy and still it’s not working. And to think I actually went back yesterday to see if things had changed but I quickly left before he got there because I realized that wasn’t where I was supposed to be. I blocked him on all social media and blocked his number from my phone. I just hope that I can get over these feelings of being alone fairly soon 😔