I had postpartum depression a few years ago.. and now it is back.. or maybe it never left... I had a horrible day yesterday. Nothing happened, I was just done. I was just tired and it all came at once. My boyfriend of 8 years sat with me while I cried. I couldn't explain to him... I just told him I was tired. I said it over and over. This morning I decided to make an appointment with my doctor. When my boyfriend got home I told him that I am depressed. He told me to find someone else to take care of me because he was not going to put up with it. My heart hurts. I was there for him through so much, including when his brother died.. I am tired. So tired.