Bad news...

So this is probably gonna be a long post.

I got pregnant about a year ago and it ended due to being ectopic. Tore me apart. Having to constantly be told my levels going down and losing my baby.

Well about a month ago I got pregnant again. Everything seemed to be going like it should. Everything seemed normal. Then I started bleeding. They said I had a miscarriage and again had to watch my levels go down to 0. But they had done an ultrasound and said they saw an abnormality in my uterus.

So today I get an HSG test done and they tell me both of my tubes are completely blocked. Trying to flush them didnt work. The only fix for that is surgery that my insurance doesnt cover. At least that's what the doctor said. They said my eggs cant travel out of the tube and basically I can only have ectopic pregnancies until that surgery. Im heartbroken... The one thing my fiance wants is to have a baby with me. And I can't give him that.

We're considering IVF now but we're not sure. Im just completely devastated that I cant give my love a child naturally.. I feel so useless. That he deserves better..