All boy moms or all girl moms

Courtney • Wife & mother! I love my husband and my two little girls and baby boy! May 15th, 2017 ( married the love of my life, the father of my girls and baby boy ❤️ ) 06/24/16 👧🏼 09/04/19 👧🏼

I have a daughter who will be 3 in June, then I’m due in the end of August with a second daughter.. so my question is, whether your a mom to all boys or all girls, how did you feel about having the same sex? I feel so Unconnected with this second one where I had a good connection with my first daughter. Even inside of the womb. Idk if it’s because I’m so nervous for my first born to be jealous. Or if I’m disappointed in having another girl. Cause i was hoping for a boy. But reason I wanted a boy was because I love calling my daughter my favorite girl and my one and only! And I know I can’t do that once our second daughter comes; don’t get me wrong I love our second daughter and I’m ready to meet her. Am I crazy or normal? I feel so crazy feeling this way, please don’t judge me, this is hard enough on me. And I feel guilty . I just hope when she’s here it all falls in place