I feel like a mess!

Amanda

I'm 8 wks 2 days, first pregnancy, and have been cramping for a week. I have some very light spotting, I'm exhausted, I'm nauseous all the time, I'm so hungry but can't eat because the thought of food makes me gag, I've lost 5 pounds in the last week. I've gone to the doc and they say everything looks ok right now aside from a minor placenta bleed (which they assure me could potentially be nothing). My next appointment is my 10 week ultrasound where they'll measure everything and check again for a heartbeat. I'm stressing and I know that can't be good for my body/baby right now. With all this cramping though, I'm so afraid there won't be a heartbeat next time. Am I such a lame-o for thinking like that?