Uncomfortable

Okay, so I get this ‘feeling’ a lot, and its been something I have felt as a kid at times also. But there’s literally no way to describe it. What I told my husband the other night is it’s almost like a ‘I want this to end, I’m uncomfortable mentally and emotionally, I want to go home/back to normal’. It’s very overwhelming at times. Like when I feel her kick, I’m excited and I love it, but then all of a sudden I get that feeling where I almost want it to stop and go away? Or when I see my belly sticking out sometimes, I used to be really small before getting pregnant so I have never been this ‘big’ before, so I get that feeling again of almost wanting to be ‘normal’ again

It’s so frustrating that I can’t accurately describe this and I’ve tried for years......