Babies after cervical cancer

I am just curious to anyone on here how the process of ttc have been for them?.

I have an 11 year old daughter from my first marriage and around 5 years ago I under went treatment for cervical cancer.

I have recently got remarried and my new husband and I have been ttc for almost a year now,I know that that might not seem long to some other women but it seems like an eternity to me.

Month after month I become more and more unsure if conception will happen and I feel like I am driving my husband insane.

Month after month it is always negative and feels like my heart is getting ripped out and it seems like everyone else around me is pregnant.

Yes I have been to the doctor and have been told I can have more children but as I become older I become less confident in that fact I am 35 this year.

Sorry to sound negative or like I am ranting I would just like to hear from someone how they are feeling about the process and am looking for some hope.