I have two best friends and i love them to death, and in our friend group im like the “tough bitch” and i protect them and am always looking out for them when they need to cry laugh or just be there, but they have other friend groups ig and i just have them so it’s hard, like i’ve talked to them abt it and they understand that i just have them and i don’t wanna be a downer and take all their time but i sit at home every friday and watch movies with my dad and our dog, don’t get me wrong i love my dad to death and our movie nights. but while i’m watching movies my friends are out hanging with their other friends and i always try to make plans but they already have them or have dance. and i can’t yell st them for having other friends it just kinda sucks cause everyone at my school are arseholes and i don’t wanna hang with anybody. lol no need to comment or anything just had to get it off my chest :)