Ugly and homeless

So I just don’t know where all my confidence went! I feel like a complete failure 😕. I’m 24, pregnant with my 3rd child currently homeless because of my messed up credit and rental history sleeping in my car. I let my other two kids stay with their father because I didn’t want them to suffer and he is not letting me see them. I just feel so horrible like my life has no meaning! Idk how I’m get out this mess. It’s so sad cause I’m so young and experienced so much pain since being a child. People just don’t understand how good they got it. I mess having my own, sleeping in my own bed i just wish I could go back. This is what my life has come too! I feel so hopeless. How I’m take care another baby. Only good thing is I’m working.. just needed to vent. Not feeling like a woman on her shit