Well today I got my second set of test results, which confirmed that for my FOURTH pregnancy my hcg numbers are dropping.

I’ve had a miscarriage, an ectopic pregnancy, a chemical pregnancy, and it looks like this is another chemical as well.

I’ve had so many tests done, more blood tests than you know, and also an hsg procedure.

Completely open tubes and basically nothing wrong with my bloodwork. I do have the mthfr mutation but have been on vitamins for it for months now.

I don’t think I’m literally ever going to be able to have children and I am in such a dark place right now I just don’t know what to do.... 💔