Dickhead bfs

I recently broke up w my bf and that’s gotten me really sad. And after a week I finally cried today. Logically speaking everything leads to us not being together that he wasn’t meant for me but he made me feel bad about myself when he ended things because of HOW he did it. The things he said hurt my feelings and I hate him for it. I don’t know but I just expected him to be less mean about it. He blamed everything wrong about our relationship on me like everything i did was wrong and I don’t know I guess I expected more from him. DICKHEAD!