*Another Month And nothing*

Br

My fiancé and I been TTC for almost 5 months now.. he’s leaving to go to England (in May) and I’m going to Canada (July) and we are desperately trying to get pregnant but nothing seems to be working and at the moment typing this I’m crying because I’m 10 DPO today it’s after 5am and I got negatives sfer having 2 separate dreams about getting positives 😪and my dreams ain’t just dreams

I can’t help but feel left out by God. My friend who woke up to ask me what was the results told me that’s not true and my fiancé isn’t up to comfort me yet 😭I just don’t know what is wrong with me😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭what is a woman that can’t conceive 😭😭😭