Lump at anus

Very embarrassed about posting this but nervous about going to doctors, I have this lump right on my anus and I know it’s not piles, it’s very itchy and uncomfortable and can hurt when going to toilet which has lead to small tears too, has anyone experienced this before that can shed some light for me? Worried it’s something more serious so any input welcome, Tia xx

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