When can I exhale?

Al

After 2 back to back miscarriages (one with a traumatic D&C) I’m pregnant and just hitting the end of the first trimester. I’m getting good test results and even found out I’m have a little girl (my dream!) but I can’t let the good news sink in! I’m so afraid of loss and believing this is going to be ok feels impossible!

Anyone else? How do you cope?!