What was I thinking

Met a guy thru Instagram and we started texting. We were texting for probably 3 weeks to a month b4 agreeing to meet.

First time we met, which was basically a ‘first date’ was spent running to the grocery store and then going back to his house. He kissed me in the car which I wasn’t even ready for.

Went back to his place and had a few drinks and then had sex twice that night.

With basically a complete stranger. First time meeting him.

For one thing, I feel ashamed for even doing that. I feel gross. But also, I’m thinking this guy is a fuckboy. Like I feel if he had good intentions with me, he’d try to make more of an effort. Idk. I’m stupid I guess.