Sorry to vent

Sorry to vent but i have nobody to talk too. Please no rude things but i wish my baby daddy was here for me. He told me we can talk in person but it cant be in his house and idk why it stopped because i was just there last week. He has a new girlfriend so i think she is living there. I wish things would get easier for me but it seems like one bad thing to another. This is my first baby and i am going through alot especially when the babys father thinks his girlfriend is more important than his kid