Uncontrollable bladder 😑🤦🏻‍♀️

Holly

So 37+4 last night when I came home I started cleaning like mad well my back started to hurt allot so I got on my hands and knees like I normally do as it relieves the pain anyway I felt a pop then started dropping a little I kind of paused for a second then what I assumed was part of my water came out it looked like I had spilled a drink all over the floor . Get to the hospital check in and more starts running down my leg she asked me to pee when I got there so I did then I got in the bed and get hooked up and every few minutes a little more fluid is comeing out she said I was having contractions 2-3 minutes apart I’ve been at a 4-5 since Thursday and was still that last night they had me walk and use the pnut ball and no cervical change both test to check if it was my fluid came back negative apparently I just lost control of my bladder completely? Idk at this point I’m kinda just feeling embarrassed and disgusted like I can’t imagine I actually was just laying there peeing on myself I don’t get it 😑no mean comments pls just wanted to rant a little