After having baby’s (2) it really took a toll on myself and my husband and I sex life. I’ve gained 50 pounds since we met. I just feel fat & ugly. I have dark circles under my eyes now, loose skin, flab. Don’t get me wrong I love my kids and would do it all over again but I just don’t feel like myself anymore. Our sex life before kids was great. Different positions, trying different things etc now we’ve been doing missionary for the last 2.5 years. He doesn’t even touch me anymore in a loving way or a sexual way. And it makes me feel even worse about myself. Idk why I’m typing this but I just needed to get it out. I’ve talked to him about this but he never tries to help me feel better it’s just gonna magically happen in his eyes.