I recently found out I have two fibroid tumors in my uterus. It is the reason I'm having fertility issues. I have an upcoming doctors appointment to come up with a solution. But in the meantime, the only thing I can think is "I'm never going to have a baby." I realize there is hope after surgery. I've read up on it as much as I can. I just can't seem to shake the negative, the fear and the horror of never being able to have a baby. My husband and I are both 38 years old and he is supposed to deploy in April. I'm terrified. I feel like I'm failing him have a wife, as a woman. I feel like we're running out of time. I've always been able to look for the positive in a situation. Just this one seems so different. Are there any good positive stories out there about this situation that can help turn my head around?