There is this boy that I waited for 8 or so months for him to realize me and now we are talking we are not dating yet but he kissed me 3 times and it’s obvious that he doesn’t feel the way I feel and doesn’t really care but I can’t stop my feelings to him even though my brain knows that he won’t treat me right and doesn’t feel too much about me( also he is a senior and leave our city after this summer so our relationship won’t be long and I still want it)but still he talks to me and tries ??

And there is this guy ; that is treating me right and doing things what would anyone expect from a boyfriend and he is really thoughful kind and I feel comfortable around him , yet I dont really feel that much about him and we just met like 2 weeks before andd I am one year older than him

So I know second guy would treat me right but I like 1 st guy more (very much)and know that he won’t care that much so

I really feel confused

What should I do

Maybe its better off without a boyfriend