Feeling ugly

ANGELICA • Proud step mama to a handsome 8 yr old · Mother to a beautiful daughter.

I'm 15 weeks, and I am currently struggling with feeling beautiful. Most of my clothes don't fit and the ones that do fit look extremetly unflattering on me. I don't even have a bump yet because I'm plus size so I just look extra fat. I've gained so much weight over the past 2 years and right when I was ready to do something about it, I found out I was pregnant. I will look at myself in the mirror and hate what I'm seeing even if I put on makeup. It's hard to take pictures because I dont think i look pretty in them. My husband constantly tells me I'm beautiful and how attractive I am but i don't see/feel it. I've always had insecurities but never this bad. Idk what i can do to change it.

Currently..

Last time I felt pretty