Jealous?

So last night my best best friend found out she was pregnant. She’s not in a relationship and it’s unplanned and she’s freaking out. She doesn’t know what she wants to do yet.

I let her know I’m supporting her no matter what and will be by her side for anything. However, I can’t help but feel a little sad and defeated. My husband and I have been ttc for about 5 months and nothing yet. I would love for her to keep the baby since it would be wonderful to be pregnant with my best friend but I know she wants to consider options.

I’m just struggling emotionally cause I really want another baby (this would be #2 for us) and it just hasn’t happened yet. I guess I’m jealous? Anyone struggle/struggling with this?