My boyfriend and I have only been together for 5 months and we're so in love we want more. He's been a great father to my child who's 9 months now. That's the only dad she will ever know. Her biological father will not be in the picture. I wanted to wait until marriage or at the very least until we're both through with school and into our careers (10 months from now) but I feel like now we're running out of time because we think he's gonna die soon from cancer. (We're taking the proper steps to get a proper diagnosis) but from what he's telling me and what I see i believe it. I don't think I'm ready to take on the thought of losing him and bringing babies into the world he might not be around for. He's the greatest man I've ever known, i love him and wanna do this for him but time is of the essence and it puts pressure on me. We didn't even get a place of our own yet before we even think about trying again. I just don't wanna get pregnant again while I'm still at my mom's house.