Disappointed 😔

I was under the impression since I was 6 weeks along that my next appointment (which was this morning-I’ll be 12 weeks tomorrow) that I would be getting another ultrasound today. I swear that’s what the lady who scheduled my appointments had said when scheduling for today. They said my next one isn’t until I’m 20 weeks. WHAT A HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT!!

I had it all planned out how I was going to use this ultrasound to announce our pregnancy to everyone. We do have the option to go in 3 weeks to a private scan to learn the gender and my husband wants to do that but I’m just so upset about today. 💔 I want to ugly cry right now. I know there’s worse things that could have happened to be upset about but for 6 weeks now I’ve been looking forward to this appointment. We did hear the heartbeat which was 160 so that at least is a relief. I was begging my husband to get a private ultrasound today so we can still announce but he’s adamant about waiting 3 more weeks. It just feels like forever away. 😭💔😭💔😭 I’ve been dying to get this off of my chest.

My mother in law and I work at the same place and I told one coworker who I thought would keep her mouth shut about my pregnancy and of course it spreads like wildfire and now everyone knows....but my MIL. At least I hope she hasn’t heard yet from someone else. I was really hoping to tell her today. I’m just saying the disappointment is so real right now and has put me in such a bad mood.