My voice

Phan • 🏳️‍🌈 pan trans witch they/them

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Hi so whenever I hear my voice after satan my voice is really high and girly and it makes me want to kill myself it just keeps repeating and I hate myself for talking and hear it repeated over and over in my head and I hate it

Yet my voice keeps hurting when I practice going lower

I should have never gone back to speaking I hate this i just want to start T