Job VS Happiness...

Hi there, has anyone else been extremely unhappy with where they work, but had to stay for insurance purposes? I am currently 17 weeks, and am on a layoff and will be returning to work in May. I am dreading it. I went to this job (factory) after almost 4 years as a CENA. It has been the biggest change of my life, and I know it's not what I want to do for the rest of my life. I keep looking at jobs to apply for but I know it's not smart right now... had anyone else experienced this, and how did you through it? I feel like people dont even try and level with what I'm feeling because they just see dollar signs when the baby is born.

I know i am going to have expensive bills coming in after the birth, and insurance is VERY important, don't get me wrong. But, my happiness should come in somewhere as well.