Anyone with D-mer?

Monika • 4 years of infertility, 4 ivf cycles. Miracle baby Elias 01/2019 👪, another on the way. Miracles happen

I have 10 weeks old baby and I am an exclusive pumper. Since past weeks I got very very angry while pumping. Weirdly it is not each sessions but last the while pumping sessions. I would hit the table, I put the pumping to the strongest suction just to get the feeling a bit away. I am not so sure if this might be the D-mer or what it triggers it. But this feeling comes mostly in the mornings sessions. when I try to talk about it they are taking me for a crazy woman 😞 I am really sad as I want to give the baby the best I can but I hate feeling so big anger for nothing.