Vary irrated with my husband

He has no fucken respect i dont care if he is blind he acts like he's 12 and refuses to do anything but watch youtube and play games but claims i dont contribute when i do the landuary make food clean up the house watch his friends braty little kid for nothing i put us with all his bs yet i do nothing i stoped cooking as much beacuse it pisses me off he refuses to warm up a damn hotpocket yet hes capable of it

He makes me so mad i have manic depression and a hormonal problem but i keep control of it till he starts his bs i cant drive beacuse my anixety an he always has to bring that up he dosent want me to work but he wants to bitch that i dont work and always says oh if i could see id have a job and be able to drive

This makes my head feel like its going to explode and my emotions go in a down spiral i feel like all this stress and anger is going to give me a temor or brain anersom

He just fliped his attuide after a few years sometimes i just feel like disappearing or doing something stupid i put up with a lot with my mom who never wanted me put me down every day i know im better then this thats why i yell back i dont be quite i know i do put up with a lot but its starting to get me words arent just words they do affect people i know sometimes i should just walk away with whats said and i know even if you love someone sometimes you have to walk away that the heart brake will pass when you move forward but its easier to say then to do easically with depression