Depress an confused

You would think to be excited about being pregnant an a new bundle comes in this crazy world we living in. But no someone who say they going to work 630am an then by 230pm you haven’t talk to them again. Then you come to there home to just see a car u never saw before is park at they house. You want to go in the house but your heart won’t allow u an again u are 5months prego an alone at this time . The story of my life . All I can do is cry . An pray hard to the point you don’t know what to do next.